Quite a few people are turned off by the spiritual path presented in AA. However, all the program asks of you is to be open-minded and willing.
“To be doomed an alcoholic death or to live on a spiritual basis are not always easy alternatives to face.
But it isn’t difficult. About half our original fellowship were of exactly that type. At first some of us tried to avoid the issue, hoping against hope we were not true alcoholics. But after a while we had to face the fact that we must find a spiritual basis of life-or else. Perhaps it is going to be that way with you. But cheer up, something like half of us thought we were atheists and or agnostics. Our experience shows that you need not be disconcerted.” Alcoholics Anonymous, p.44
Today there a quite a few resources that address this subject and Judy in The Store has some great books that are listed above.
Have a great sunlight of the spirit filled day.